As i sit here reading the diarys of others i get just a little pissed off at what i read... Well first off i would like to say that sitting home and watching American Idol is a bad thing... i have been doing it for quite awhile. And i have no shame in saying i have been counting down the days till today .. the day where we found out that the newest addition to the music world Kelly Clarkson... anyways thats not the point it was the fact that sitting at home on weeknight was such a bad thing... you know what for the exception of two nights i have done that since the 23rd of august...and when i say nothing i mean nothing ... like sitting watching tv and cleaning day in and day out and to tell you the truth i have a little bit of cabin fever... and i just want to let you know that this isn't because i want to ... this is because i haven't had one call from the people that i consider my friends... and i know that all of you haven't sat on your asses too... i know you do things... but for some reason i am dropped off of the call list... is this new.. last time i checked i didn't do anything wrong to make me considered hated by the people i call friends..

So the point was that if you sit home on one night during the summer..it isn't a bad thing... but when you sit and do nothing for two weeks you start to go a little CRAZY!!!....

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OH YEAH AND A LITTLE LONELY....