So there to those who thought i wouldn't update to there blah *cough* *Chelsea* *cough*

I never know what to write in this stupid thing. I want to say what i am really thinking but i don't want to hurt peoples feelings. Sometimes things happen that i would like to talk / write about but i don't want to offend anyone.

Don't listen to me though this is all just meaningless babble. Just random things that pop into my head. i really don't know where this is comming from.

You know what since i am talking about what i think i did this cool thing in Arts and crafts where we were givin a half of a sentence and we had to fill in the rest and i would like to share it with you. If you don't mind (oh wait you don't have a choice this is my diary!):

When I daydream i think about.....

Life. About dying. What happens after life? Is there a heaven where i can see and talk to my grandmother?? I also dream about what happened that day things that could have been done and things that have could been said. How different choices could have changed my day.

When i have free time i.....

Breathe. Relax, listen to music, read, take a bath. I spend time with my friends and laugh. I do anything that is relaxing yet fun at the same time.

I am intersted in.....

having fun. Doing whatever i can to live my life to the fullest.

I am curios about.....

Life. Why are we here? Why are we doing what we are doing? are we all put on the earth to do something? and what is my something?? How lond am i here for? When is my "time" going to be up?

I am angry about.....

Death. Why do we have to die? and LIES. lying is the worst thing a person can do. you have to be truthful or you ate a lie. September 11th. Why did these men kill so many innocent people because they were angry with the American Government??

I am intrigued about.....

wwhat is comming next. What life is going to be like in a day, a week, a year?? What is going to happen that will change my thought about life.

I like talking about.....

What i am mad about. What is bothering me. Problems. God.

I loathe.....

Gossip and lies. they hurt anybody and tare aprt families and friends. Lies hurt everyone. Fake people, people who try to be something they aren't. those who change their personalities to fit the people they are with at the time.

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Agree or disagree with my thoughts i don't care think what you want to think. If you hate it i don't care these are my thoughts and no one can change my opinion.

I have added one of my own.

I wish.....

life was simple. That we could go through life happy with out greif sorrow or confusion. That noone hurt eachother and that eveyone could get along.

I know i am sounding quite like a hippie or a miss america pagent contestant ("i wish for world Peace" *insert incredibly fake smile here*)

but life would be better if we did all get along.

I know it is alot to ask and it really isn't my spot to say this (but hay this is my site right ;)! )could you try for one day not to get into petty arguments with people or tease people and just see how easy and nice your day is.

~Amy